Dear Simon:

I have meant to write to you after I read your journal on March 21, but was put aside by the busyness of life.  Although I have been thinking of you and keep you in my prayers.  I am worried about you, Simon.  You did not fail to protect  your daughter, Simon, you did not fail to  keep her safe while she was here.  You have raised her for 10 years.  God has chose you to be this very very special father of God's angel for 10 years.  Your mission has accomplished.  She was chosen to be God's angel from the very beginning.  Do you think Mary fail to protect Jesus when He was crucified?  Do you think Mary fail to keep Jesus safe from all those heartbreaking trials?   No, she didn't.  She was chosen to full fill God's plan, and she accepted and obeyed.  I know, sometimes, God's plan is too hard to understand, too heartbroken to accept, but, who are we to judge His plan?  

"Peace doesn't mean the absence of trouble, it means the presence of God."

Take it easy, Simon.  Don't be so harsh on yourself. 
Trust in Him,