April 21, 2008, Monday

Another month past. It’s now 20 months.

Please pray for the publication of the book about Lydia, both in English and Chinese.

Right now, one of the most prestigious Chinese Christian writers is editing Lydia’s story. But still, we need to find a good publisher.

I think very hard today about one thing…

One of the worse thing we could ever experience in life is being betrayed by the one whom we trust the most.

Do I feel I was betrayed by the Lord? I would not say that. Although some people may say that to me that after life long service to Him, why did He do that to me and my family?

Who am I to question the almighty God? I am nothing. If the Lord could use my life for His Kingdom, then, I should be extremely happy and submissive.

Most of the pain came from not able to trust and obey. Sadly, that is truly where the pain came from.